2020
The apex of insanity
Turbulent, Chaotic, Tumultuous
T ’was my zenith, however
My days of halcyon
My peak of perfection
A golden era of your eyes
Burning towards mine
Half closed as your lips inched ever so close
Glazed in a sensation of merriment
When our hearts fluttered in anticipation of the next time
And the time after that
Even the time after that
For there were to be a myriad of instances
In that most breathtaking of years
Mythical, even fictitious
That someone so spectacular
Could ever be so drawn to me
Regrettably, the inevitable occurred
Not in one single stroke
Rather, over time
The pendulum eventually sways in the other direction
Slowly, unnoticeably
Such as the earth rotates on its axis
A pendulum that promotes its personal vendetta against me
By inexplicably changing your mind
The gods of loneliness and angst always win
It’s undefeated record intact
Save for that one beautiful year in 2020